Still a Sucker for Sorries

O mrs. graceful and clever

2004-06-22T02:40:51Z

Im making myself write..its been too long

So much has happened..i think...and we're down to 9 fuckin days!!!! thats...i don't even know what that is

i love emily

i've gotten close to a lot of different people over the past couple weeks and i havn't been this happy in a long time. makes me wonder how many more annoyingly awesome people are out there...

how are all of you? i don't see anyone anymore...combonation of work and wierd attitude. Hope everyones doing good, feel like im never gonna see you guys again besides a couple.

work never changes....i re-locate water...what a useless person.

things need to just be simple..need to have nothing complex about them at all..but i guess with things being complex and crazy you learn to appreciate them and realize what they really are.

i have a lot to fuckin do tomorrow..and im killing things if me and nick don't see each other..so thats priority

went to kingston and fell in love with a cat

im always tired now, i think at any point in any day i could take a 3 hour nap.

i think after july or something im gonna quit so i can do shit loads of school..not sure what for yet..my mom says i have to work for people..i say i have to work for money...who knows

bye
Joe

You're such a flower.....dirty but making it look good (copyrighted)

2004-05-28T00:42:37Z

im changing my journal soon, cause i have ideas but not enough yet, and i don't know what im doing so maybe one of the nicks can help me or something..but i gotta take pictures first

i just don't know anymore

its funny when people write vague things like that, cause people that actually care will always be like o shit..whats he talking about.

so what have you guys been up to? i don't see anyone anymore cause i play with sprinklers..what a dumb job.

you always sound really pretty to, so it makes me happy ;-)

its like 33 days away or something

the door the floor forever more

i hate that i like the bled!!! i hate it more than a lot of things, i hate liking bands that other people like and i know thats impossible but it bugs me a lot.

what the world coming to when a guy can't find a decent bow-tie?

CALL

C-could you please shut up
A-all that comes out of your mouth is bullshit
L-leave me alone
L-last thing i wanna hear is your voice

Jack of all trades

2004-05-12T02:37:41Z

i've been really tired at work lately, and we've been driving around a lot the pass couple days..and i love riding in cars with people driving..totally relaxes me so its hard to stay awake. Maybe ill try to go to bed early tomorrow night..even though i wont and you know why

i don't really do much at all now...its almost like i want it that way though so im not complaining. work just takes up so much time, at least its not a horrible job.

i wanna eat alll the time, and i always want pop now a days, im trying to control it..i wish i could just like water..would make life easier.

I wish you could pick everyday what type of person you want to be that day..like as soon as you wake up have list you can choose from. its funny cause i know a ton of people would still be pissed off or depressed. I think most of my life i would pick blank...just to make the days go by.

everyone always says that life goes by fast and what not..but fuck that...everything happens so damn slow..in fact, im pretty sure the only thing that can really happen in a instant..is death. ironic.

Practice has been kind of a pissy hassle lately and considering we only practice twice a week..thats pathetic.

tony said something today about doing something completely crazy, and it being that crazy having it actually work..and i realized i've never had anything like that..maybe someday soon...

i wish someone could tell me what it means to be called a tool. I hear people say it all the time...i don't get it..and whenever i ask..its never answered

i've never had a goal for myself that was realistic and possible..its kinda nice to finally have one.

what else do you need?

Joe

when not giving a shit about anyone else, try to keep a straight face

2004-05-02T04:29:17Z

Not really sure why i havn't written, i've never been like everyone else being like..i don't know why i write in here blah blah blah cause we all know why we write in here. I've just been lazy and uneventfull as a person.

Tomorrows the show, hope you can come, if you can't....see if i care!

i hit myself in the eye with the handle to a car jack..and i never noticed how much i actually rubbed my eye until i was put in a situation where rubbing my eye kills me. I wonder if you could do that with everything..maybe bad habits don't go away for some people cause they just don't realize how much they do it..like you and breathing, try to do that less.

deliverd some tickets today, this weekend is a gashog.

i can't wait to get my fucking belt buckle...16 dollars to make my hip area sweet...im all about it.

went to tylers last night and im glad i did..turned out insanely prime...i guess i wouldn't say that good..but i had fun

I buy way to much pop...itll kill me one day

my brother and sister have been sleeping in a tent in our great room....

my mom, dad and two of their friends went out tonight..and i realized...maybe it just a cool thing for guys their age to not treat their wives good...my dad isn't too bad..but the friend they were with is really kinda mean to his wife..and shes real pretty and nice..i can't even imagine.

i took medicine..im tired..

i have a doctors appointment someday..eventually..havn't gone to the doctors in a long time.

gotta use my other guitar for the show, who would of guessed that was gonna happen? might be sweet

i want hot cocoa damn it...is that too much to ask

enough with the damn periods.

k, goodnight..please be there tomorrow..why even have a tomorrow if it doesn't revolve around everything relating to you.

i was left alone...now!!

2004-04-08T02:02:33Z

Take what you want from my face

My throat hurts

So its official...i don't give a fuck about school anymore..it sucks cause im completely un-motivated in every way to even go. It would probablly help if i had any idea what so ever what i should take, i feel like im waisting time and money.

Work is insane, you don't even know, i have sooo many stories and everyday gets funnier and funnier...why don't i tell one

creed is the best band ever!!!!

We have a really big dumpster...its actually a shit big trash compacter and i was back there throwin crap away. Well the mexican i met a couple days before rolls up with a bunch of garbage he needs to throw away as well..and by garbage i mean like dressers and desks and shit..so i help him with that and we get to the bottom of the pile and theres a purple, sparkly box so he picks it up. Now this kid can hardly speak english at all..half the shit he says to me is in complete spanish..but every once in a while he throws in some english. anyways, he picks up the box and starts laughing, he hands it to me and its a fuckin dildo!! and as if i wasn't laughing enough already....the kid decides to speak probablly two of the three english words he knows and says....."bitches man"

if that didn't fuckin make you day....you day is not ment to be made.

you're at a lab..im at home..not talking to you, theres three things wrong with that.

im sooooo sick...but for some reason i felt better earlier today...one of you knows why

Practice was bitchin

Krystal, add me bia!! i don't add until added.

alright, sorry its short, but it is

Love,
Joe

Creed fuckin sucks by the way

songs worse then sonetts with two t's

2004-03-24T03:10:18Z

the job..its all about the job

i was !!!WARNED!!! not to get a money sign saved in the back of my head a write pappa pennies underneath it...

o my my my..so tired..i have class tomorrow which sucks and then i talk to angels with no s..then practice...one of these things is a very good thing hm hm hm

got a lot of movies to see, heres the list

1.the tiger thing with emily
2.hidalgo with jamie
3.the zombie movie with me
4.um...texas?

i guess theres not as many..but you could imagine if there was

such a busy day at work today...crazy money hopefully.

i hate keyboard cause i don't know what im doing..i want lessons, but it seems like anyone thats had lessons and is good..doesn't make theyr own songs...sure they can play the old stuff but they never write anything..so im not positive lessons are for me

i got this thing for sale..o how do i explain it..its big...it can be used and given to lots of people...o yea! fuck you.

while the best of doctors study cracks in the sidewalk and the worst of people show you how to raise a healthy family.

varnish..i've said that word soo much today..what the fuck?

if i learned how to dance i'd fuckin take you away

i can't keep my eyes open at all ill sleep good tonight..hop on the band wagon

you know what a really gross expression is...chaps my ass...think about it

sometimes you do what you do till what you do doesn't cut it

hillary..why don't i know any hillary's?

the guniea pig is fixed, no more blue balls cause really theres nothing to go blue....go blue

i like the used, and bush and i used to like korn..sucks but hey..it hapens

re-run is the man..for real

k..

love
Joe

to bleed or not to bleed..that is the question

2004-03-12T04:10:24Z

today = a big bag of shit

i hate days that suck..and i don't have a lot of days that suck so when i get um..they really really suck

guess thats just kinda how shit works, you can have a lot of good days then one real big bad day..or just constant ok days.

Happy birthday Matt..i got to see you for a little bit today..that is neat.

i need a vacation now..not in three months..now...but where would i go hmm...

my throat hurts

possibly playing tomorrow....don't be excited

finally finished hamlet..fuck that book..for real, what in the fuck was he thinking? shakespeare must have been chillin in his crib one night after bangin one of his hoes and was like..."i wanna write a book, that makes no god damn sence, but word it wierd so people will think it has more meaning then a fork to someone eating soup." i think he was just a fake, just wrote a bunch of shit down and threw in some alas's and hence's and decided....its done. "im slain" you know if that was a true story that guy woulda been like.."what the fuck dick?"

(and i realize it wasn't suppose to be a true story but for real..anyone that says im slain before they die disserves to be slain)

suppose to be at emily's right now..but i got too much homework and am way too frustrated to be any fun..so i love and im sorry.

so sweet, your eyes
so gentle, your mouth

hmm hmm hmm...whats goin on this weekend? party? shindig? affair? ball? banquet? barbecue? bash? blowout? brannigan? bust?celebration? feast? festive occasion? festivity? fete? fun? function? gala? get-together? hop? hullabaloo? jag? jig? jump? kegger? lawn social? luncheon? moveable feast? orgy? reception? riot? shag? social? soiree? splurge? spree? stag? tailgating?

Love
Joe

awww

2004-03-11T03:50:14Z

awwww

and he looked up..hands dragging loosely behind him and said..."my life is in texas"

Joe

Vanessa is wonderful (by that i mean the shit)

2004-03-06T02:54:22Z

In time, we're all alright.

Lets see, today i saw jeff for a little bit and we played guitars, and i went to target with gayle....thats about it.

Im kinda sick of never having anything clever to say on here so how about this....i love birthday parties, why don't i have birthday parties anymore?

3 months and 26 days in counting....one can only take being incomplete for so long.

I want to help matt...he sounds so stressed out and im sure practice did nothing to help yesterday.

i was suppose to go apply at speedway today..didn't. Im just totally unmotivated cause all i can think about is july...so anything before just seems dumb and pointless..so i just wanna lay there until jun 30th comes.

To back nick up on his sprite thing..outa the blue my mom bought the remix stuff to and i think i love it so yea..

the creative juices have been flowin lately...not that much for ATI but on the old acoustic and keyboard.

i kinda wish i read more...but i havn't found one book that can keep me in one spot for long enough to actually like it..i truthfully think my brain can't handle..cause i could be reading see spot run and id have to read a couple things over again to get the depth of it.

have you heard what she said about him talking to her who likes him but he's gay so he likes him but he obviously has a huge thing for her but shes dead so that guy is just sick...at least thats what she said.

i would totally be one of those guys who took pictures of himself and put them everywhere if i found myself attractive..wouldnt we all?

nicole hall...she totally kicks ass..we only have to talk for like two minutes for me to totally realize what im missing when we don't hang out..we should hang out. now?

this is what space looks like

love
Joe

I don't even get it

2004-02-29T05:05:20Z

im so hyper and happy right now...and eating a rice cake..what the fuck?

i noticed that everyone that puts their journal on that little friend block..always has to say..."friends only fuckers...comment and ill add you" its always put exactly the same..whats up with that?

went to ann arbor today and we went to subway...just 14867434563256265 times better!! i was so damn happy...i called you today emily but no one answered.

then after ann arbor i came home and got online but vanessa wasn't on..no one was for that matter so i got off and went to vistit clark and jake. i miss clark a lot, i miss jake to but i see him more then clark. clark seems stress but he's still fun.

tomorrow im gonna see emily so we can have a "talk" and not sure what else...i love being home lately...

today coming home from jakes i noticed i forgot my phone so i had to go all the way back..sucked

i still smell like girl lauren!!! bia

i probablly should be happy my whole life from now on....done

im no longer bi...a stapler unless you already heard...but those of you that are, be true.

i think im done...have a lovely night..cause i will

Joe

a e i o u don't understand

2004-02-26T15:23:57Z

its thursday..i think i hate thursdays

so i only have a couple things planned this weekend..but if one of them happens ill be busy the whole weekend.

I wanna go to canada with emily and them..doesn't look like its gonna pan out. what a dumb expression.

hung out with nick and sean yesterday, laughed a lot, ill tell ya, that sean..

jeff's still gone, i was totally expecting him to come over today and be like..o yea..i didn't really go. but he did.

matts the man

i think im gonna be getting a job eventually cause yea i get payed more working with my mom..but i don't work that much so..but im getting one till mid-july...nothings getting in the way

i wanna be a good singer..you know how cool that would be.

i gotta get my liscense plate renewed pretty quick..i hate doin shit like that.

I wanna re-do my journal to..i need new pictures..the blurred ones played out.

think im hangin out with lauren friday...holla!

me and vanessa decided that french is sweet.

i used to like french dressing a lot..i think it would gross me out now.

the worlds most famous one-hit wonders was on the other night and i honestly think i would just rather not have any songs out at all...cause if i had to hear my ONE song played all the time..i wouldn't like it..and thats all music is about is what you like..so screw that.

everyone's always posting like pictures and shit in their journal..i need to kick this shit up a notch..but i have no idea how and i wouldn't have any pictures to send anyways.

my mom had to seperate the guinea pigs guess they wouldn't stop fucking...and the last five babies all died!!! how bad would that suck though (not the dieing babies thing) but one minute having someone your doin it with like 24/7 then all of a sudden BAM!! nothing..blue balls like a motha fucka.

Thats enough

Joe

still a sucker for sorries

2004-02-24T03:34:44Z

Just got back from class and here's my proposal...we all quite school at the exact same time, that way itll be harder for parents and whatever to get mad at us...and i mean EVERYONE..also career people couldn't be racist against us cause there would be no one who has the qualifications so there ya go.

I want to come out with something....i am bi...i know there was no way you guys could have know...but i am most definentally right bi a stapler. Its just chillin there..wantin to staple shit..rip holes in paper..if paper was alive..what a horrible thing to do.

I think ever since the hospital..im fucking gross...like before i could look in the mirror and be like..you're not totally helpless..im totally helpless now..what the fuck...wish i had that appendix right now..i would fuck it up

Im happy lately..frustrated and feeling really alone..but almost happy about it. I guess thats the way to be...sad but happy about it. or happy and sad about it..or something...fuck off

Matt is a fucking badass..that is all..remember im bi........................................................................that damn stapler

I got this design...thing...that i like a lot but i don't know what to do with it. I also realy want to do something with that tree idea..but once again don't know how to lay it out...

who would wipe their ass with silk??

you can't spell retarted without art..all artistic people are retarted....

If i could dance....id probablly run people over with my car.

This whole thing has no real point to it..why are reading it? all three of you.

Love,
Joe

shit

2004-02-12T17:36:03Z

It hurts..i knew it would..

remember when we hung out with misty a lot. and she would get mad when we kissed...or when mr. season hated us cause we talked...or when tyler tried to ride your horse and he died...or when we were in nicks car and we got the spray shit all over and i thought i was gonna die...elephant gooses and olive juices...you were there trough almost every band i've been in...you came to me when i was really dieing...made my nose bleed a lot....remember the late starts? and hanging out with aaron and them...two christmas's....warped tour...chinese food and the mall...long weeks of ice and no power...all things ill never forget, and i want to thank you for all of them, including the millions i didn't mention. Your my best friend and ill always be here for you no matter what. please don't let everything die.............

Life is complete..

2004-02-08T07:27:13Z

"and then he chased me around the house throwing locusts at me : ("

theres nothing better...

apology

2004-02-08T03:52:33Z

(people annoyed by complaining beware)

Im so sorry...everytime i try to impress you it doesnt go right. This is gonna sound really dick-licker of me but i hate knowing how much potential my band has, but not being able to show you people. It would be like you having this amazing idea to make the world better, and as soon as you can put into the words everything will be beautiful..but you don't know how to speak. I think it comes from getting complimented..after jamas people were like wow..i was impressed and you guys were good and all this..and maybe without me knowing it, it went to my head and my body decided to suck. But thats probablly what it comes down to right? What makes or breaks a band, is consistancy and what not.

In other words im very dissapointed in myself over daves...i don't need "you were good's" or "don't worry about it's" cause we weren't that good and i am worrying about it.

So i apologize to everyone and anyone and no one at all.

suppose to be at ashtons right now, but other then me not having keys i totally gotta be studying for my mid-term im gonna fail.

good job to open face, storybook tragedy and I must have though.

So take all the above and attach this:

We get done and we pack up what is to be packed up and i decide i should move my car now..keys are gone. Spent pretty much the whole rest of the night just looking for my fucking keys..but its alright, long after everyone left
i found my keys right? nope, i eventually just called a ?tow? truck and had them take it to my house. I know where they are now..just have to get them.

Now that i just took a big shit on this entry...ha...how are you today?

parts of the tape looked really awesome..i don't think jeff likes any of it..but using a couple seconds of it in a video would be badass

god im so sorry..

She's hot and ready to go, I'm ice cold

2004-02-05T03:12:50Z

Lets see..we had practice today and that was fun..worked out some new thing.

really looking forward to friday, gonna be a blast.

hi kelly =-)

i was sitting in math class today when it hit me..I hate math...ha

that jamas recording thing..thats so damn scandaless..they didn't even like sound check or anything..i just have a feeling its not worth 100 bucks.

my guitar riffs are getting easy again..god damn it..i hate that. But i feel like im reaching my peak.

Matt gets better and better at screaming everyday so cum ;-) friday i would line you pants with plastic bags.

Its hard to write new songs now..but when we eventually do..its comes out real easy and smooth. I really hope i get to go to ashtons saturday..so peaceful and wonderful and all those other nice words ending in ful.

I love you ashton

ok, a mountain dew is staring me in the eye..so i ripped um out, and now ill never see your beautiful face, so i guess youll just never change.

Love,
Joe

Smile..its not the end

2004-02-02T03:24:33Z

We came...I almost rocked myself into a coma cause i was sick to begin with...then we left

Me and tony were the first of the band to leave and we headed for the "mexican food" resturant jamie and jeff were meeting us at. Hol(l)y shit(clever?)..first off..what a bitch..fucking take a chill pill...then die cause im sure if you walked up to the pearly gates with the same attitude god would bitch slap you right down to hell cause hey...someones gotta run things down there.

So i finally get my queaslapadoodle and a go to a table and sit down and wait for jeff and jamie "thats closed back there" is the next thing i here and i swear to god if i had a brick...so jeff and jamie get there and they go to order and shes like.."um...we're closed!" fuck a brick...get me a f'n shotgun!

So i eat my tortilla wraped piece of horse shit that actually wasn't that bad and then it hits me...i f'n love my band.

I had such a rush the whole damn time..no strings broke, our singer didn't almost die..and people liked it...man o man.

Friday night we plan on ripping apart Dave's residence..should be pretty cool.

I was also thinking..my birthday is coming up...what an excuse to play =-)

Everyone buy a pin..if you already have one..buy two.

lets see...hi kelly (this is a test, so no one say anything)

I also realized after meeting a walking booger that ashton has the most comfortable awesome house..good job ashton...

Im done

Don't be sad....all things ivory

Joe

All Things Ivory

2004-01-29T13:49:15Z

My hands smell like babies right now...like not poop...but that other nasty smell they all smell like..like throw up and formula.

Its funny, im happier with the band now, then i ever was with any singer. Matt is sounding so f'n good..i love it. And if we can just get a badass singer..we're in that shit.

Matt..i know it won't matter coming from me, cause im like married...but forget whatever girl is making you feel like shit dude, if she doesn't like who you are, then fuck her. You're a bad ass and rock like a motha fucka.

(same for Jeff)

Auditioned that kid yesterday..you could tell by the pants.

Going over jamies today to work on my research paper..gonna suck but its gotta get done

Um...alot of design and market type stuff is getting done with the band. Buttons, thongs, toothbrushes, and those car brush things you use to get ice off your windows...and who doesn't need all those.

I think im gonna do my research paper on why some people suck and why some people don't

chongos is probably the coolest word ever.

i took a lot of allergy medicine last night..and when i woke up i was like numb.

Had a dream about something but forgot what it was....could of swore it was something important though.

My alien said he hates you, cause you're fuckin horrible person.

Love,
Joe

Truth be told, im a liar

2004-01-23T15:13:27Z

Hello, whats new?

School sucked really bad yesterday. Probablly cause it was the first time i realized that im gonna fail the class..the whole class is based around one research paper, and i don't have the time...maybe i have the time...but i don't have the brains to write a research paper. I always get really..lost and confused so i start to not care. I also realized that, considering im going to a community colledge i find myself not taking it as seriously..it all feels like something im doing on my spare time..but this is it, and i still don't know what the hell im doing.

Im gonna try to get ahold of the gentlemen today cause i don't think i have to work so we can possibly practice. Im sorry to everyone in advance for jamas..if its 5 dollars im sorry you waisted it..if its 10 cents im sorry you waisted it..if its free im sorry you waisted your time. Its gonna be bad. For one big reason...no singer.

I was actually thinking about jamas and how bad its gonna be, and all of a sudden the "benefit" show back in insur-x-tion days came back. How fuckin horrible, we were so bad...we seriously couldn't get a crowd when trying to raise money for a young kid dieing of cancer!!! what the fuck. And now whenever me or jeff meet someone they're always like.."wait, weren't you in..." YES!!! if i could go back and kick myself in the nuts for ever considering continuing that band i would!

No, thats being to negative..it did help us in some areas..just like all this new band stuff is helping..its all a growing process. The music has swelled to something awesome lately but now we need james to back it up.

I feel like people are mad at me..not sure why. just kinda do.

Im done, have a good day.

Joe

P.S. I personally like all things ivory the most but im so sick of trying to set a name that i don't even care anymore.

Like i said in the begining, this has to end

2004-01-17T03:31:56Z

I've decided its best to just keep moving, to take every day as it comes..just get done what needs to be done and move on to the next thing. My whole life im always waiting for the next day or even something thats months away, then i have all this time in between im doing basically nothing just sitting there waiting. What evers gonna happen is gonna happen, whatever isn't, isn't so its time to get over the things that don't and live with the things that do.

the brand new cd sucks...just my two cents.

worked today..well actually the first half of the day kicked ass. hung out with aaron, jake and will...so much fun...i laugh a lot when im with aaron. so we ended up going to target to pick up aarons check, then on to kroger to cash and deposit a small portion of it. From there we headed to toy's r us to look for wrestling action figures...had everything they had in stock so we went to playstation 2 games..nothing exciting to buy so we left. We then went to McDonalds, but when we got there the line was really long both inside and out so we went to a different one. Got our food and laughed some more then they took me home. Im on the road..about duck lake and bogie and i look down and im on like extreme E. I've never really run out of gas before (knock on wood) so i was kinda scared but not too bad cause i was like a jog from home. But i made it and filled up my beautiful little girl then i went home for a couple minutes. come to find nick and jeff are there which was nice but brief, but some of the best porns are just that. i then took tony to work and headed to my place of employment as well. It was a normal day untill...aaron and kayla show up! pretty awesome then they left..now im here.

i don't see how you do it nick...i didn't even go into as much detail as you normally do..i didn't describe what clothes we were wearing OR how each of us were breathing =-)

i don't really have much to say, but having a bare journal is like having a bare bottom..it gets cold.

Tomorow me and jeff are goin to see one of jordans bands, should be pretty cool..then maybe i can hang out with nick or something..raise you're hand if its possible.

bye

Love,
Joe

like i wasn't afraid to cry, not afraid to fall, not afraid of being anything at all

2004-01-12T17:51:52Z

I'll admit it, that story of the year song kicks ass. I like it alot, and the video is reall really intense.

Had practice yesterday and it was pretty cool, tony didn't have to work so we actually had like a good 4 hour practice i think. Almost finish hoping for something new remix and its pretty damn sweet. This is a good thing, a million times over, this is a good thing. Not only is it making the band open their eyes to new things..its really bring out all our potential. Andy is an awesome kid with an awesome voice, but i think we were all waisting each others time. We wanted a different style..and now he can be left to make any kind of music he wants...this is a good thing.

I really hope this kid works out though, he seems awesome as a person and he's serious and our age..and holy crap. but still even if it doesn't work out its helped us in many ways.

Matt said it and i think i agree..we are reaching one of our final steps in talent. from here im not sure whats gonna happen, but hopefully something.

I took my car in to macco to get the body fixed and painted..that took two weeks. I finally get it back..and the break lights and blinkers don't work! thats another 4 days. So now the time comes that i actually get to put my cd player in...and i can't figure it out!! someone needs to invent a vehicle you never have to worry about..seriously it could look like the nastiest grossest most horrible station wagon and i would drive it with a smile on both our faces.

Did anyones parents read them stories before their kids wen't to bed? Personally when i was 5 or 6, if one of my parents came in and asked if i wanted a story read to me..no way.

Today starts the new semester..screw school.

So i wrote, and im sure itll be another month before i write again...thats just how it is. bye

Love,
Joe

I have a lie behind every secret

2003-12-18T03:26:37Z

No one ever starts theyr stuff with just hi so...
Hi
How are you today
Im f'n great
Thanks for asking

If everyone told the truth and never lied or rounded the edges of the truth..the world would probablly end.

If everyone got what they wanted as soon as they wanted..the world would probablly end.

I think if i had one wish it would probablly be...wow..i have no idea.

"Ill do what i have to, to keep you as close as possible"

Nick will be in texas soon, which means i will be in tears soon from lack of Victorious. O well.

"I won't say anything if its what explains everything"

Havn't talked to Nick Wells in a while but that kid is a total bad ass and then some. When is the silhouette(spelt totally wrong) finishing their cd damn it.

we had practice today, and if you were there, you would have heard, but you weren't and you won't be. But it was good, i loved it all. Tony was sad, but it happens, not sure why, we wrote like the coolest song since YMCA.

Open Face
I love that band name

I wanna be hardcore..how do you play hardcore...how do you scream...matt can scream

I think im done, howdy to yall in texas ;-)

Love,
Joe

P.S. it would be really cool..if for my attitude alien thing..they showed him getting thrown into a wood chipper..it could happen

Simple shapes, complex shadows

2003-12-10T04:07:21Z

Its been a long time, and im not sure if thats a good or bad thing.

Lost of ups and downs lately. But even my downs are pretty up cause i don't really give a damn

I guess ill just go over the important stuff even though who ever reads this probablly already knows..

Got my tatoo and im in love with both of them. They so perfectly explain everything im about. They're simple..and sweet.

We played at jamies and i used my new wireless system and i've never had that much fun before...i can't explain it, but ill try...its like, doing something you love so much that you would throw away everything just so you can do it...and then having it go well..there ya go.

I like poison the well

I like GlassJaw

I took nick's quiz thing and i got jeff..thats pretty awesome cause jeff is a smooth pimp

hopefully practice tomorrow, hopefully fame the next day.

god..my tatoos rock

today was pretty awesome, got all the equipment from jamies. then later on that day nick, stephanie and me all went to the coolest mall i've ever seen...it was like heaven and what not

I have a bump on my temple and its been there ever since we played...and i can't yawn without it pulsing and killing me.

if me and kyle..i think his name is kyle...put our chests together the world would end.

Tomorrow im going up to OU to see Sara C. that should be totally awesome..im excited about that. then saturday i may hang out with nick and steph again..fingers crossed.

i heard an intense metallica song today..it would be cool to make an insane song like that one..not sure what it was though.

Hi

To whom it may concern,
Your son or daughter was found humping a mail box today. The proper authorities have been notified; and said mail boxes have been steralized. May we suggest throwing a hammer at his/her face?

Love,
Joe

Frozen with fear of a dangerous world....

2003-11-25T05:39:25Z

The meaning behind my soon to be tatoo

Much happier now, talked with jamie and got everything solved, straightened the stories which will help me sleep.

Me and Gayle are playing at the blue note again..i wouldn't miss it...we're gonna be big.

Started learning a cover song, can't tell you which one yet, but its gonna be sweet.

I love the new linkin park song...so damn good and intense.

Im going to texas next year...its settled..just gotta save up and find a place to stay ;-)

i wish i could sing, so i could make piano songs..even though i havn't written anything on the keyboard in a long time, im a one hit wonder.

I told Jamie about my nightmare..and i started shaking while talking about it..i hope i never have it again

Thanksgiving is gonna be no good...just you watch

Matt..be happy..you were happy for a while, please stay that way..

i wish i could speak french, but you already know that...goodnight

Love
Joe

She's as far as she can go..

2003-11-20T02:59:56Z

Practice today, school tomorrow.

i feel bad, me and court were suppose to hang out today..but i guess there was confusion..i thought she was calling me and i think she was waiting for me to call..im sorry court =-(

It would be creepy if we all had timers..like numbers that counted down on our chests.and as soon as they reached zero you were done..i bet a lot more people would do something with their lives because they could see how fast they're fading. It would probablly due the world a lot of good...im starting mine at zero.

Drunk people=friday=party=playing=loud=neighbors complaining=cops

Cops=drunk people

I want this one to be short...

everyone has to be someones favorite hair ;-)

Love,
Joe